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Connections

Wake up
Don’t let the ones who neglect you confuse you
The forbidden fruit is what caused us to see skin, what caused us to have greed, pride and jealousy, its what caused us to cover up and hide from God. We should really check our mentality. I am no better than the Asian lady who does my nails, I am no better than my White/Hispanic best friend or the Mexican server at my favorite dine in. My savior is not black, white, Asian or Hispanic he stepped foot on earth before there was a such thing called “race”. I am connected to people through spirit not skin.
I admire blue eyes and brown eyes if they speak truth from within. We should be able to enjoy all people from all nationalities, with any complexion. light skin, dark skin it shouldn’t matter to begin. don’t build yourself up to where you knock others down, we were created in God’s image equally. Remove yourself from the flesh and connect with others soulfully, connect with people through ways that your eyes cannot reach.

Fuck love

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Dreaming into submission thinking damn I really miss him, I hate dudes who are objective to commitment like this blinded intimacy is better when you let me love you because you would never have to question my intentions
Why do men do this to women?
I mean why Fuck something if you don’t see an ending vision, why is it so easy to take advantage of the one who has feelings.
i really be feeling you but then you show your ass, making us have to end it. Ohh lord have mercy on this generation. because they are all burning either their genitals or the way they go about fornication; Hard rock, hard Rock let me in
I don’t know why you would make me cry. Feeling like damn I thought this dude was genuine.
Sometimes I want to call you just to see if you even think of me. But if you did you would take the first shot… I cannot undo those moments, or the lost time I invested into you my love but I can turn my heart cold… and when I say cold I mean frozen solid not letting anyone through the ent…

Let He Who Stole No Longer Steal

This painting was inspired by: Lauryn Hill (Mystery of Iniquity)  and the last guy I dealt with I  felt like our connection was 70%  on fleek and the 30% was the lack of growth from the situation . I mean 2 people don't go back and forth unless they really like each other and if it was just a fling there wouldn't be any reason for us to argue.  I told him that he was a brick wall because he didn't want to let anyone near his heart. The hurt he had felt in the past stopped him from wanting to  receive  love.....
NOW I see he was the one who was stealing happiness from me and I can no longer let him do that to me! I am a loving, and devoted individual and I can not let anybody stop me from MAINTAING my inner peace. His hurt from the past is something that he should have dealt with before he got involved with someone and his pain is what caused him to put me through a whole lot of BS. 

Earth and Water

I painted this picture after watching BLACK PANTHER... It symbolizes the relationship of man and women (yin and Yang).In the man's eyes it holds the earth which is stability. To me a man should be grounded. In the women's eyes there are raindrops: women are emotionally driven. Water and earth go together perfectly and don't exist without one another. Water nurtures the earth, and earth gives water containment. Men should bring emotional stability to the relationship and the women will nurture that stability and this will create a beautiful union.

No doggy Zone

Could you turn off the dog in you off for just a second? Fishing for fish but you are not able to see the real goddess before you! Baby a blessing😜 How many of my nights ruined by arrogance😭 Thinking honestly why cant you just cherish this...  Cherish the chatter the laughter the moments that are genuine😁 the thought of some one lusting about what was between my legs, what was behind my back and what was placed on my chest. Dude really! You are a mess! There is more too me than sexiness. Could you just turn the dog in you off for just a second! I want a mutual attraction, An every week interaction(everyday gets boring too quick) I’m sorry I’m not looking for temporary satisfaction. If you would just turn down your testosterone a bit, and look at me with nothing but the eagerness to learn about me and my brain full of shit maybe we could make something worth the wild and be lit😂😂

We are The Epitome

Beautiful black queen
Beautiful black queen
You are the epitome
You are the dream
Silk sweet chocolate skin, or smooth and creamy caramel
You must accept the hardship of bearing the world’s Challenge. Because nobody understands your rage nobody sees your passion
The world cannot confront your malice
Centuries of mind control.They took away our privilege to stand by our men
They took away our NEED for our Kings… They raped us from Africa’s dirt
They exposed our naked bodies, they bought and sold our children and shipped of our guardians
They took away our hope of better days
Striking Black king
Striking Black king
Nobody understands your challenge, they can’t confront your malice


Uprooted from your throne, kidnapped from your kingdom. They stripped you from Africa’s shores They brought you to your knees
They whipped your flesh and weakened your soul. They bought and sold your children then brainwashed your women. Only you know the strength you had to endure while bowing down to another man. …

king requirements

I am a queen
I am a queen who needs my king to be whole… I don’t want a piece of a man, or a leg of a man.. I need him whole..Like the pigment of milk that drips clearly and completely white
like the sun at 5pm that is fully bright
I am a queen who needs my king to be clear
Clear as summer from winter..Clear as the wrong In a sinner.Clear as the tongue of a scorned mad women
Clear in his speech, clear with his intentions,clear in his aim’ clear in his reach
I need him to understand me.. Fully.. Through and through … I need him to understand! Every emotion’ from my bellied laughter to my angered tears.. Understand that my silence is a cry for space.. I need my king to understand whatI accept and what I expect of him
I need my king to Stand… Stand tall like the tallest mountain of Tibet and Nepal stand Tall like the ancient pyramids of Egypt, stand tall like the Zealous giraffe
I need my king to lead.. He needs to be the head not the butt… The king not the server..My king needs to MAKE me subm…