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He thinks I should come back because he can make my body sing. Honey don't yunno physical and spiritual pleasure are of two different quantities. I'm moving on like Bohemian Rhapsody; another one bits the dust. My past makes it so hard to trust, all these dudes are run through.

They come running game and think I've been fooled, I've seen every game its nothing new. I'm ready to see another scene. They be sleeping around, ducking and dodging and tryna change me its obscene.

One of em says I don't want a bad bitch, but baby I'm from the bricks. I am both bad bitch and queen! I elaborate this as Ghetto Royalty. Somebody tagging along is saying nope, nope that just cant be.Well just move along! This message wasn't for you to read. Just like how black man can be both nigga and King. Shut down that misogynistic masculinity.

I want Tupac type of kat, with a Jidenna slay. Educated, hood, and a classy taste. I move on so quick because baby I am  the case. If you don't see trophy written all over my face don't stumble on your high ego to make me stay.

I've barked, I've weeped , I've showed shame, but now its time for me to scream my name. I ask myself who is Brianna, and where has she been? Crowded in the jail cell of my mental pen....itentiary; wondering why men wont listen to me. All I'm doing is sending spam to the wrong recipients. Then go off forwarding to the wrong cc. It's not the message that's wrong it's just not getting to the right beneficiary.

There is someone who can gain the advantage of my trust, will, and life--- he will have more than just money but a spiritual investment in  soulful riches



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For my Nephews and Ellie

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Belong To Me

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