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He thinks I should come back because he can make my body sing. Honey don't yunno physical and spiritual pleasure are of two different quantities. I'm moving on like Bohemian Rhapsody; another one bits the dust. My past makes it so hard to trust, all these dudes are run through.

They come running game and think I've been fooled, I've seen every game its nothing new. I'm ready to see another scene. They be sleeping around, ducking and dodging and tryna change me its obscene.

One of em says I don't want a bad bitch, but baby I'm from the bricks. I am both bad bitch and queen! I elaborate this as Ghetto Royalty. Somebody tagging along is saying nope, nope that just cant be.Well just move along! This message wasn't for you to read. Just like how black man can be both nigga and King. Shut down that misogynistic masculinity.

I want Tupac type of kat, with a Jidenna slay. Educated, hood, and a classy taste. I move on so quick because baby I am  the case. If you don't see trophy written all over my face don't stumble on your high ego to make me stay.

I've barked, I've weeped , I've showed shame, but now its time for me to scream my name. I ask myself who is Brianna, and where has she been? Crowded in the jail cell of my mental pen....itentiary; wondering why men wont listen to me. All I'm doing is sending spam to the wrong recipients. Then go off forwarding to the wrong cc. It's not the message that's wrong it's just not getting to the right beneficiary.

There is someone who can gain the advantage of my trust, will, and life--- he will have more than just money but a spiritual investment in  soulful riches



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The Help

No doggy Zone

Could you turn off the dog in you off for just a second? Fishing for fish but you are not able to see the real goddess before you! Baby a blessing😜 How many of my nights ruined by arrogance😭 Thinking honestly why cant you just cherish this...  Cherish the chatter the laughter the moments that are genuine😁 the thought of some one lusting about what was between my legs, what was behind my back and what was placed on my chest. Dude really! You are a mess! There is more too me than sexiness. Could you just turn the dog in you off for just a second! I want a mutual attraction, An every week interaction(everyday gets boring too quick) I’m sorry I’m not looking for temporary satisfaction. If you would just turn down your testosterone a bit, and look at me with nothing but the eagerness to learn about me and my brain full of shit maybe we could make something worth the wild and be lit😂😂

My BLACK IS

My black is beautiful. My black is powerful. My black is intellectual and spiritual. 
My black is white, brown, green, yellow, and purple. My black Is universal; a movement to the moon. 
My black is a song: a rhythmic blues. My black is strong and unapologetic. My black is love and hate tied bitterly sweet.
My black is pleasurably pain. My black is momentum, my black is silently pleasant and loudly intolerable. My black is deep like blue and curvy like spoons. My black is still water and moving tides. My black is closely and remotely Beautiful.

Im Not Supposed to Think Of You

I wonder if you know how true I could be to you
You just don’t know how you freed me
I am no longer imprisoned in my head
Every day I challenge my mind and try to do away with wasteful thinking but...
I’m not supposed think of you
Slow, long kisses those are my favorite. When your lips touch mines a million stars start to shine. I can’t help but think do you feel like it’s that amazing?I catch a glimpse of you, head tilted, hands gripping my thighs, so much passion through those glasses. Those soft lips and gorgeous brown eyes.
I feel your energy clashing with mines. Your sensuality with my sexuality it’s a match that can’t be denied.When we entwine we send the heavens shaking disrupting the angel’s peace. I wish I could keep you with me
But I’m not supposed to think of you
It’s not just the intimacy that I’m attracted too, it’s that big beautiful brain that blows me away. Something about the knowledge you keep that has me wanting more and more of your time. I crack codes but you🤤 you a…