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Pretty Little Lies

You say you want me to be yours with my soul undressed and heart fully exposed. But you ridicule me  for wanting your love. Why are the most charming men Hoes? Don't play with my heart with those pretty little lies.  Those head rubs and mischief hands all around my thighs. Don't tell me that was all you wanted, When we were up all night laughing and fucking. This Misogynist bullshit throws good women off their focus. Dont blind side me with those big ugly lies. You say I was just good enough for a quickie and I have a brain the size of a pumpkin seed. You say Im worthless and a big mouth girl is inappropriate. I'm overcalling and over texting I'm becoming impulsive. I'm losing control because I know this person your describing is not the true description of me.  Fuck I need to breath. I had to breath in an out and tell myself that those characteristics are apart of my wounded skin. The skin that you relentlessly  wont let me shed.  I am

The silence kills me

This week has been crazy, I’ve lost my relationship with my sister. My granny is in the hospitalšŸ˜“  I’ve also been given the opportunity to help homeless students all around Texas but it’s forcing me to go back into the dark days of my childhood and high school years. I don’t talk about the fact that I was homeless from the age of 13-17, because then I’ll have to accept the fact that my mother really didn’t love me. The silence kills me  In a time of healing where quiet work is done, I’m drowning inside the silence. The feeling of being so close to someone but never being able to speak. A whirlwind of emotions swirling around me  I’m caged into the inner expression of my childhood. Past, present, future... will they soon meet?  Rejection: the silent pain of I’m not good enough for them, how could there be a champion in me. Make the world stand still beneath my feet. So I can see where I fell short of loves company  Childhood Trauma  ,” Mama why won’t you sp

Twin Flame, Soul Mate, Love

Have you ever came in contact with your twin flame? Someone who mirrors you in ways that are unexplained. You see yourself through them, understand them And know they can’t be replaced. Have you ever came in contact with your soulmate? Souls that are familiar and conjoined at the hip. Souls that cannot be separated through time nor space. Souls that when they’re  in close contact will  vibrate. That feed off of one another and make each person whole again. Have you ever known love? Love that is far beyond sexual exchange. Love that sneaks up on you Mysteriously.  Shaping and molding you to the person you’re supposed to be. A love that’s unapologetic and comes with arms stretched naturally. A love That’s magnetic pulling and tugging against every fiber in your being. A love That has no logic, it cannot be explained. It can be felt through the Skirts of your conscious, reached through the tunnel of your third eye and Caught by a butterfly in your tummy. The type of l